He began to think of what we went though. I don't know why he had to all of a sudden, bringing back the guilt and sadness I tried to push away and forget. Why? It wouldn't change anything. You're gone and we're both trying to move on and learn from the past. He wasn't there when he had the chance. He had been irritated and scorned the thought of you whenever I brought you up so why is he now? Does he even have the right? To claim that you were his child, but that's not how he thought of you in the past.